a dream getaway...
it does not matter where...
destination is just a canvas as it is only you that matters...
a dream getaway...
it does not need a million dollars to create a perfect sunset...
it is perfect if i can see the sunset in your eyes...
a dream getaway...
it does not need lavish dinners nor many many exotic dreams weaving...
it will be dreamy as long as we are intoxicated by the magic of feeling in love...
a dream getaway....
it is just a little illusion of me trying to be intoxicated in love...
Monday, October 13, 2008
eat one's heart out....
eat one's heart out...
eating my heart out...
ate my heart out...
eaten my heart out...
so there is void where the heart used to be...
is there? or is there not?
Is the heart no longer there? or it is just an illusion of self-deceit as one cannot grieve over something that one cannot see...
so i will grieve over my heart no more because it has been devoured by self- pity once again...
eating my heart out...
eating my heart out...
ate my heart out...
eaten my heart out...
so there is void where the heart used to be...
is there? or is there not?
Is the heart no longer there? or it is just an illusion of self-deceit as one cannot grieve over something that one cannot see...
so i will grieve over my heart no more because it has been devoured by self- pity once again...
eating my heart out...
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Fish Bones & Nasal Scope
Worse!!!!!!!!!!!!
Worse Worse Worse!!!!
Nasal Scope is the worse ever physical experience i have in my entire life....
Why am i alwaz in stupid accidents? 1st is the Blading, head bleeding incident...
now this...=D
It happened on a normal Wed Nite....having my fave dinner of steamed cod fish....
15 mins AFTER the dinner, i felt a sharp pain on the left side of my throat...
sharks...Fish Bone...
water, rice,banana din help...
off to the hospital...
after 1 round of x-ray & 2 hrs of waiting at SGH...
" Cant see the fish bone in the x-ray, to be on the safe side, we will need to do a scope"
said the cute Doctor (kekekekke^0^)
"BUT.....we cant use the anaesthetics spray as per normal as I did not want you to have a FALSE sense of comfort" he continued
So i am gonna have the full blown experience of a "tube" sticking into my nasal passage & into my oesophagus........wat the hell......
1.5M long, illuminated at one end...the scope enters my nose as Cute Doc gently coaxed me to breathe & relax instead of punching him in the face ...
So gently, cute Dr poked the scope into my nose & down my throat....
i felt like i am invaded by an alien...exactly like a scene from PREDATORS....
imagine extreme nose-digging + gagging yourself accidentally when brush ur teeth....
so u feeling like coughing, puking & sneezing all at the same time....
Worse.....
but what can be worse than this lethal combination?
it is time when he is done & the scope needs to come out....
it is intensely torturing & 10x MORE worse when the scope goes in..........
worse....
No bone detected...
probably dislodged by my rice,banana,water
but there is an ulcer /lesion caused by the Bone...
so i am left with a sniffy nose & discomfort in my throat....
Eat FISH with CAUTION!!!!!!!
Worse Worse Worse!!!!
Nasal Scope is the worse ever physical experience i have in my entire life....
Why am i alwaz in stupid accidents? 1st is the Blading, head bleeding incident...
now this...=D
It happened on a normal Wed Nite....having my fave dinner of steamed cod fish....
15 mins AFTER the dinner, i felt a sharp pain on the left side of my throat...
sharks...Fish Bone...
water, rice,banana din help...
off to the hospital...
after 1 round of x-ray & 2 hrs of waiting at SGH...
" Cant see the fish bone in the x-ray, to be on the safe side, we will need to do a scope"
said the cute Doctor (kekekekke^0^)
"BUT.....we cant use the anaesthetics spray as per normal as I did not want you to have a FALSE sense of comfort" he continued
So i am gonna have the full blown experience of a "tube" sticking into my nasal passage & into my oesophagus........wat the hell......
1.5M long, illuminated at one end...the scope enters my nose as Cute Doc gently coaxed me to breathe & relax instead of punching him in the face ...
So gently, cute Dr poked the scope into my nose & down my throat....
i felt like i am invaded by an alien...exactly like a scene from PREDATORS....
imagine extreme nose-digging + gagging yourself accidentally when brush ur teeth....
so u feeling like coughing, puking & sneezing all at the same time....
Worse.....
but what can be worse than this lethal combination?
it is time when he is done & the scope needs to come out....
it is intensely torturing & 10x MORE worse when the scope goes in..........
worse....
No bone detected...
probably dislodged by my rice,banana,water
but there is an ulcer /lesion caused by the Bone...
so i am left with a sniffy nose & discomfort in my throat....
Eat FISH with CAUTION!!!!!!!
Sunday, June 1, 2008
1st June 2008
1st June 2008....1st of every month alwaz mean something to me & i have always look forward to the 1st of each month...
not that it is Payday or something(well...it adds to it...)it's just another mini-milestone in our relationship...
2 YEAR 10 Months, to many, may not be a long time or it might be to some....
Duration is very subjective...depending on the person, the context & the situation...
We have always lived for the moment...
We are not believers of eternity or "everlasting love"...
We just wanna be together for as long as we could because we want to...
not because we need to fulfill expectations, not because of "getting use to" & not wanting to get out of the comfort zone..
we want to be together because we enjoyed each other's company...
we are friends, we are companions & of course, we are lovers...
Anyway, hAPPY 1st of June!
not that it is Payday or something(well...it adds to it...)it's just another mini-milestone in our relationship...
2 YEAR 10 Months, to many, may not be a long time or it might be to some....
Duration is very subjective...depending on the person, the context & the situation...
We have always lived for the moment...
We are not believers of eternity or "everlasting love"...
We just wanna be together for as long as we could because we want to...
not because we need to fulfill expectations, not because of "getting use to" & not wanting to get out of the comfort zone..
we want to be together because we enjoyed each other's company...
we are friends, we are companions & of course, we are lovers...
Anyway, hAPPY 1st of June!
movie marathon
movie marathon...nothing usual...
just that it was a little insane after all of us had a full day at work on SATURDAY....
it was a company's event where we were raising funds for Myanmar & Sichuan...
i was fulfilling my secret dream of being a "hawker", selling snacks & killing people with my SUPER Sweet Muar Chee (Sorry Jening....but seriously, i was following orders of my "tasters" & also a result of BAD Mixing...)
kekekeke...well it was fun...=)
Glad to know people that can be categorizes under "friends" & "colleagues".....
just that it was a little insane after all of us had a full day at work on SATURDAY....
it was a company's event where we were raising funds for Myanmar & Sichuan...
i was fulfilling my secret dream of being a "hawker", selling snacks & killing people with my SUPER Sweet Muar Chee (Sorry Jening....but seriously, i was following orders of my "tasters" & also a result of BAD Mixing...)
kekekeke...well it was fun...=)
Glad to know people that can be categorizes under "friends" & "colleagues".....
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Woman I love.
I absolutely adore her.........
Love the way she speaks...
Love the way she eats...
Love the way she poetically weave beautiful words into her narration of the recipe...
Love the way she loves her womanly curves...
I love her shows, love her indulgence ways &
lavish use of vocabulary to paint delicious pictures in my mind....
She celebrates Life with Cooking & Good Food &
she is definitely not ashamed to lick the chocolate off the whisk...=)
She is none other than the Domestic Goddess,
Nigella Lawson...
Check out my Fave Dessert from her collection & withness her magic...
Chocolate Raspberry Pavlova by Nigella
You just cannot beat a pav in summer, and in particular this dark beauty. The crisp and chewy chocolate meringue base, rich in cocoa and beaded nuggets of chopped plain chocolate, provides a sombre, almost purple-brown layer beneath the fat whiteness of the cream and matt, glowering crimson raspberries on top: it is a killer combination.
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感动的事。。。
让我感动的事情，其实有蛮多的。。
但其中就有某些人做的某些事情已成为记忆里的烙印。。。
是毕生无法抹去的。。。
用照片与大家分享我的感动。。。。
2004年的生日礼物。。。
5个小时的心血。。。
2007年的Christmas。。。
不眠的用心。。。
2008年的生日礼物。。。
物质的宠爱。。。
但其中就有某些人做的某些事情已成为记忆里的烙印。。。
是毕生无法抹去的。。。
用照片与大家分享我的感动。。。。
2004年的生日礼物。。。
5个小时的心血。。。
2007年的Christmas。。。
不眠的用心。。。
2008年的生日礼物。。。
物质的宠爱。。。
Monday, May 26, 2008
战利品。。。=）
As i walked through the Tunnel to Far East, rubbing shoulders with numerous strangers that i cant believe that it is a MONDAY Today....
Where did all the people come from? Dun they haf to work?
Are they all on leave???? for THE GSS????????
at least i have a legitimate reason to be here...but these people?
avid shoppers that will kill to get their buys....kekekke=D
anyway, i gave in to the mass hysteria & added to 2 members to my already bursting shoe cabinet....
cant resist cute shoes...cant...
it's a weakness that just cant be fixed...
something that i have no qualms about indulging myself in...
YOU CANT GET ENOUGH SHOES....kkekekekekke...at least in my world...
welll.....retail therapy is alwaz good for the soul....
Where did all the people come from? Dun they haf to work?
Are they all on leave???? for THE GSS????????
at least i have a legitimate reason to be here...but these people?
avid shoppers that will kill to get their buys....kekekke=D
anyway, i gave in to the mass hysteria & added to 2 members to my already bursting shoe cabinet....
cant resist cute shoes...cant...
it's a weakness that just cant be fixed...
something that i have no qualms about indulging myself in...
YOU CANT GET ENOUGH SHOES....kkekekekekke...at least in my world...
welll.....retail therapy is alwaz good for the soul....
游泳。。。
哭了。。。
真没用。。。
《游泳》--陶子
我想动一动 忘记一点忧愁
我想流汗 消耗一些难过
我想证明一个人也能活
我想哭 不要你们笑我
我要找一个听不见流言的地方
谁都比我更不清楚自己的方向
让思念沉没
不要你的拥抱 不要和你争吵
不要等你微笑 让我静静享受
不再依赖你的心跳 不再为你神魂颠倒
不该对你太好 下一个呼吸就把你忘掉
我要背着你拼命快乐
我要放你在心底往前游…………
生日快乐。。。。
真没用。。。
《游泳》--陶子
我想动一动 忘记一点忧愁
我想流汗 消耗一些难过
我想证明一个人也能活
我想哭 不要你们笑我
我要找一个听不见流言的地方
谁都比我更不清楚自己的方向
让思念沉没
不要你的拥抱 不要和你争吵
不要等你微笑 让我静静享受
不再依赖你的心跳 不再为你神魂颠倒
不该对你太好 下一个呼吸就把你忘掉
我要背着你拼命快乐
我要放你在心底往前游…………
生日快乐。。。。
Sunday, May 25, 2008
repeat track pls。。。
周一到周五的工作，为了平衡自己的心情，
周休二日常常会让自己的节目排得满满的。。。
但这两天，友人碰巧各有节目。。。
好久好久没有“NO PROGRAM SUNDAY"了。。。。
该做些什么呢？
??????????????
去逛街吗？人潮太多。。。。
烘小饼干？懒得卖材料。。。
还是什么都不做，让脑袋放空吧。。。
还是有点Blue...
听着以往曾让我流泪的歌曲。。。
Repeat Track。。。Repeat Track。。。。
重复得让他开口问: "Areyou ok?"
没事，但让我沉溺一下下好吗？
sigh。。。。
挥不掉的阴沉，该去晒晒太阳。。。
周休二日常常会让自己的节目排得满满的。。。
但这两天，友人碰巧各有节目。。。
好久好久没有“NO PROGRAM SUNDAY"了。。。。
该做些什么呢？
??????????????
去逛街吗？人潮太多。。。。
烘小饼干？懒得卖材料。。。
还是什么都不做，让脑袋放空吧。。。
还是有点Blue...
听着以往曾让我流泪的歌曲。。。
Repeat Track。。。Repeat Track。。。。
重复得让他开口问: "Areyou ok?"
没事，但让我沉溺一下下好吗？
sigh。。。。
挥不掉的阴沉，该去晒晒太阳。。。
Saturday, May 24, 2008
爱情的田园。。。痴情的农夫。。。
送给一位友人。。。
这首歌献给你的爱情。。。
《梦田农夫〉〉 - 熊天平
泥土埋了我孤独
任寒暑来去多变数
是你爱从来不想归宿
偏偏我为往事翻土
爱情种了太多苦
秋收后酿成酒藏储
这一生注定我别无去处
守着你不要的幸福
我不怕你辜负 我愿意不停休付出
做你的农夫
不问收获的幸苦
我不怕天阻挡
困我在这场梦田流浪
不再醒不愿醒不见不散
.冬天爱让梦结霜
此刻你会在何方
酿的酒只留你和我品尝
若无缘不能算遗憾
我不怕付出
在爱里餐风又露宿
这首歌献给你的爱情。。。
《梦田农夫〉〉 - 熊天平
泥土埋了我孤独
任寒暑来去多变数
是你爱从来不想归宿
偏偏我为往事翻土
爱情种了太多苦
秋收后酿成酒藏储
这一生注定我别无去处
守着你不要的幸福
我不怕你辜负 我愿意不停休付出
做你的农夫
不问收获的幸苦
我不怕天阻挡
困我在这场梦田流浪
不再醒不愿醒不见不散
.冬天爱让梦结霜
此刻你会在何方
酿的酒只留你和我品尝
若无缘不能算遗憾
我不怕付出
在爱里餐风又露宿
那些日子。。。
陶晶莹。。。那些日子
你还穿着那些华丽灿烂的衣服吗
或者不需要那些外在证明自已了吧
回想那些单纯其实有点残忍
现实拒绝我们的认真
你还带着那些美丽的回忆睡着吗
还是不需要那些假象欺骗自已了吧
时光总是短暂心里藏着遗憾
遗憾变成我们的牵绊
我知道认识你爱上你了解你看穿你并不简单
可是离开你失去你忘记你我又该怎么办
尤其时常在梦中有你作伴
总教人在梦与醒之间两难
我知道原谅你包容你疼爱你其实不难
宁愿背叛你隐瞒你报复你背叛你...我也比较坦然
在这虚幻城市中无人陪伴
我只好在爱与恨之间离散
我只好在爱与恨之间选择离散
For you...if you know...
你还穿着那些华丽灿烂的衣服吗
或者不需要那些外在证明自已了吧
回想那些单纯其实有点残忍
现实拒绝我们的认真
你还带着那些美丽的回忆睡着吗
还是不需要那些假象欺骗自已了吧
时光总是短暂心里藏着遗憾
遗憾变成我们的牵绊
我知道认识你爱上你了解你看穿你并不简单
可是离开你失去你忘记你我又该怎么办
尤其时常在梦中有你作伴
总教人在梦与醒之间两难
我知道原谅你包容你疼爱你其实不难
宁愿背叛你隐瞒你报复你背叛你...我也比较坦然
在这虚幻城市中无人陪伴
我只好在爱与恨之间离散
我只好在爱与恨之间选择离散
For you...if you know...
逊。。。。
五月24日，艳阳高照，冷气房里。。。
有些些的鼻酸。。。想哭。。。
想起了某些事，想起了某些人。。。
不知为何尘封已就的过去选择在此刻浮现。。。
也许是朋友的话中残留着的影子。。。
或许只是自己在藉由空挡在凭吊过去。。。
但真的有点痛。。。。
自找麻烦，不可活。。。。
逊！！！
有些些的鼻酸。。。想哭。。。
想起了某些事，想起了某些人。。。
不知为何尘封已就的过去选择在此刻浮现。。。
也许是朋友的话中残留着的影子。。。
或许只是自己在藉由空挡在凭吊过去。。。
但真的有点痛。。。。
自找麻烦，不可活。。。。
逊！！！
Desaruees....
It happened after a trip to Desaru....
It was a slpy town, nothing exciting except for the company that we were in...
It just blossom & grow, budding from the memories of the trip....
It became part of me, part of my world,part of our world...
It became part of me, part of my world,part of our world...
It became natural that i will go running to them when my world is distressed....
It is only right to share my good fortune with them & to pray for their well-being...
They are my dear dear frens....
Presenting The Desaruees....
Mr Koh Kilan & Ms Jia Jia~~~~!!!!
Ms Jie Mei aka Meiayan & Max....
Mr Felix the Cat & Moi~~~~~
yeah!!!!\(^o^)/
五月的幸福。。。
记得小的时候，每当到了五月，我便会异常的兴奋与雀跃。。。
一年一年的过去，五月份似乎失去了年幼时的魔法。。。已不再让我兴奋得无法入眠，多的不只是年岁，也多了一丝无奈。。。
但庆幸有好友陪伴与祝福，让我又回到了小时候。。。
怀念的巧克力蛋糕，蜡烛与大餐。。。
我很幸福，因为有你们。。。
谢谢！大家都要幸福哦！
Amberish Gibberish
gib·ber·ish
Function:
noun
Etymology:
probably from gibber
Date:
circa 1554
: unintelligible or meaningless language: a: a technical or esoteric language b: pretentious or needlessly obscure language
Function:
noun
Etymology:
probably from gibber
Date:
circa 1554
: unintelligible or meaningless language: a: a technical or esoteric language b: pretentious or needlessly obscure language
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