Behind the scenes...

A New Chapter starts when the previous Chapter completes

" A new Chapter" as quoted by Mr Chia...
I am officially Mrs Chia effective 1st August 2009......and 4 years of bickering, hugging, loving & non-stop tormenting of each other has passed quickly without us realising it...

We are now MR & MRS Chia...=D...
Frankly, there is no earth-shattering changes or overwhelming emotions turmoils...
the only thing that we will need some time to get accustomed, is to check the "MARRIED" box instead of "Single" box when we filled up forms...=D...

Well, looking at my previous post...i am undergoing some emotions roller coaster rides...no biggie, it is just part & parcel of life..=)

Growing up, people around you grow old, they passed on...
you start a new life with a total stranger of no blood relations,
have kids, you grow old when your kids grow up...
it is a cycle...a giant wheel that will never stop turning just because of your non-stop tears & grief...

Life goes on but the heart grows heavier & more complex...
Surprisingly, you will be able to feel more for certain things and learn how to ignore the pain of some other things which might kill you in your youth....we move on...we let go of things...

Well, at least I know that is what ah Mah would want to see... our smiles...our happiness which we treasure even more after her departure...

A new Chapter Begins when the old chapter completes...

She has gone for a walk...

Quoting my friend, she is off to a better place.
A place with no medication & needles...
no pain...no suffering...

We were lucky...we were there to send her off...
we were lucky to whisper comforting words to her before she leaves so that she can take a break finally without worrying what to cook for the family during CNY or whether her grandchild will ever be married and settled down...

We cried....quite abit...still crying now...but we are glad...coz she has no pain now...

My maid dreamt of her....in her dreams, my maid saw her in the living room on her favorite chair.
She wanted to help her up but she smiled and shook her hands...
She stood up & walked out of the house...the way that she did every morning for her walk when she had no pain & her head of hair was full & black...

I am glad...she is good now.

She has gone for a walk...

We love you...ah mah...